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Challenge #10
In your own space, talk About A Creator/Someone Who Inspired You. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.
Vathara
Ugh, Vathara. I can't even remember when I first started reading their work, but holy shit did they change the way I viewed fanfiction. I have been reading their works for the past 15 years at least, and the one thing they do over and over again that continues to blow my mind is the details they bring to bear in the fanfiction pieces. They do research into professions and cultures that are prevalent in the original work (or not) and bring it to life in the story. Argh I'm struggling to find the words to describe what it is about Vathara that has me reading every single story they've posted. I suppose a good example would be their Urgan Legends series. They took several fandoms and just kind of...stitched them together into one universe, but in a way that made everything believable rather than farfetched. There are several stories that take place in New York, featuring Godzilla: The Series, Gargoyles, and The Ghostbustters. The way they blended them all together while pulling from a clearly learned scientific base...yeah I'm not explaining it right. Basically Vathara looks at all the small details from the kind of reaction a person would have while going into shock and the kind of remedies that would be used in the 15th century, to why a particular style of clothing would cause a culture clash during a mission off world. Also Vathara has taught me most of everything I love about 'show, don't tell.' They always have wonderful details and are so skilled at threading info through the warp and weft of their stories without leaving me feeling I just got hit over the head with an info dump.
There are so many more writers out there who have inspired me and given me inspiration for what I want to do with my life, but these two are the first ones to mind when I try to actuall pin down a specific name.

In your own space, promote at least one canon that you adore (old, new, forever fandom). Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.
The characters are wonderful and amazing and perfect! They all fill those classic thief movie niches, The Mastermind, The Grifter, The Thief, The Muscle, and The Hacker. But one thing this show does is show over and over again how they are more than the roles they play when working together. Also I feel like the writers might have slacked off with the actual story lines of each episode, but they never failed to come true when it came to dialogue and character interactions. My example for this is Parker.
*BEYOND HERE LIE SPOILERS*
So Parker. When you first meet her she is the ultimate caraciture of a thief, super sneaky and lacking any kind of valid moral compass, too caught up in the magpie concept of 'ooh shiny' to care about the potential impact on others. She works alone, which is a standing rule for all of this crew which is what makes their slow meshing of teamwork so much better. Parker is definitely implied to be a sociopath of some kind, but the more you watch you realize that Parker isn't crazy, she's simply broken to the point where she has had to develop her own rules of behavior in order to function. Even better, you can see how the others rally around her and start teaching her what it means to have someone you can count on. Ugh I can go on forever and ever about how wonderful these characters were, with Nate acting like the exasperated uncle who would remind her when stuff she said or did was fine...just a bit not good? And Sophie totally taking her under her wing and showing her that people aren't scary (because Parker is deathly afraid of people in general) they are just a tangle of impulses and wants, you just have to figure out what they want and then you can get them to do whatever you want. Eliot with his gruff and straight forward manner who is constantly running up against Parker's twisting view of things and no matter how much he snarls and throws up his hands, he is always there to catch her when she does one of her crazy leaps of faith.
And then there is Hardison. *flicks away tear* Don't get me wrong, I am a hard-core Eliot/Parker/Hardison shipper and they are my truest OT3 to ever true. But it was always clear from the get go that Hardison thought Parker was one of the most fascinating people he'd ever met, and he was also the first to see that she was scared and broken, and just needed help to remember how to be a good person. He never failed to call Nate to the carpet when he didn't like the way he was treating Parker.
*Flails* Seriously, these characters have so much growth and it makes my heart hurt to watch the first episode and then jump straight into the last season to see how far they came. And we were there for every step of the way. Nate realizing that just because grief broke him, doesn't mean he wasn't allowed to pull himself together and find a new family. Sophie realizing that she didn't need to keep hiding who she was, that she was allowed to shift faces and masks, and that sometimes she could even take them off and no one would care. Eliot finding redemption for the dark things in his past by feeling worthy again, remembering what it was like to stand shoulder to shoulder in a just fight with people who would never fail to come back for him. Hardison learning how to care about the big picture rather than the small one, that taking risks was okay and they didn't always mean he would get hurt. And then Parker, who remembered how to be a person and how to empathize once again, and then went ever further and figured out how strong she was and what she was capable of, beyond having a case of sticky fingers.
I'm not going to lie, I legit cried during the final scene of the last episode, when she was the one sitting in the chair and giving Nate's spiel about how sometimes all you needed was a little 'leverage'. Seeing her take her place as the new Mastermind took my breath away and there were so many tears. So many.
And there you go, Leverage in a winding not at all coordinated nut-shell. I would definitely suggest anyone who swings by to check it out if they haven't already.

Promote/Rec/Sing the Praises* of Yourself! Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.Ugh, another difficult one. First asking for things and now saying positive things about myself....*sighs*.
So I figuring I would just promote some of my favorite stories. The ones that I'm truly proud of even if they aren't the best written.
Title: Gift of the Goddess
Fandom: The Legend of Zelda: Skyward Sword
Rating: Gen
Pairings: None
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/2213685
- This story means a lot to me for a couple different reasons. The most important being it was the first thing I wrote after my mother passed away. I was still struggling to comprehend her loss and everything felt very numb and remote. I don't remember if I was playing Skyward Sword at the time or if the idea for this story had been lurking in the back of my mind for a while. All I remember was I sat down one day and wanted to write what the first meeting between Link and his Loftwing might have been like, and touch on the idea of knowing deep down that you had someone who was going to stand beside you no matter what. It was rough and I had to step back from this story a few times, but I got it done eventually.
Title: Where the Legend Ends
Fandom: The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess
Rating: Teen
Pairings: None
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/18467194
- I'm particularly proud of this story since it was a long time coming. I think I first starting writing it almost seven years ago, maybe longer. Last year I saw the Small Fandom Big Bang promotion and decided that I was tired of sitting on it and figured it was about time I finally finished what I'd started. Its a little rough in some places since I wasn't able to find anyone to beta it, but I'm proud of it. In it I asked alot of the questions I've always had about the games, what Link thought of being drafted by fate, and the hints that in every life Link has to fight evil in some form or another. Also what was he going to do now that his foe was vanquished?
Title: what a good man deserves
Fandom: Dragon Age: Inquisition
Rating: Teen
Pairings: Hawke/Cullen
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/18794740
- I'm proud of this fic since it took me way out of my comfort zone. It was my first time writing this pairing and I'd only recently started reading works with Hawke/Cullen so I was going off the cuff for most of it. But I was pretty happy with the end result and that's what matters in the end.
And enough of that I think. I'm starting to get twitchy doing this.
Snowflake Challenge #6 - Make a Wishlist!
Jan. 13th, 2020 12:05 pm
Ugh, I don't know why it's so hard to ask for things but I guess I'll try...In your own space, make a list — anything between one and ten things is a sweet spot, but don't feel constrained by that! - of things that you wish existed in fandom or elsewhere, or that you'd like someone to make for you. Are you dying for podfic of your writing? Do you need icons for a character that doesn't get much fanart? Is there a story you want to read? Are you looking for new canons to get into? Would you like a collaborator for a project?
Maybe you want more people to talk about a certain fandom with, or you'd love to trade ficlets with somebody over email. Maybe you're new to a fandom and would like some recs to start reading, or communities to join. This is the time to ask!
Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.
1. I guess the first thing I would ask for are comments. Any comments for the stories I've written are always treasured and hoarded to pull out when I'm back to questioning why I think I can write in the first place. And not just the polite acknowledgment that you read the story and enjoyed it (but holy shit are those appreciated.) I want a full length comment where someone went through my story and pointed out their favorite lines or what I did with this character and how perfect that description was. I've received a few of those and omg I'm not going to lie, those usually have me tearing up. My friends are supportive of my writing but none of them leap at the chance to read my works so its heart-warming to get some serious feedback.
2. Recs for sci-fi/fantasy books with awesome female main characters that don't have the paint by numbers romance crap going on. Let me explain. My biggest pet-peeve with a lot of the books floating around out there are they have fantastic worlds or engaging plots, but the focus is on her infatuation with the love interest? I don't mind romance, but the kind of thing where her first meeting is a fight with the hunk where she gets pinned against a wall and can feel "the strength of his body against hers".....*gag*. At that point she should be fighting for her life and trying to figure out where she needs to stab to get this bruiser off her, not noticing how chiseled his jaw is in the halflight of the torches. The slow build up in the background while the story focuses on the actual world ending situation is what I'm all about if the story is intent on there being a romance. If I want the other thing I will go read a romance novel. So yeah, hope that made sense.
3. Recs for long (no shorter than 60k) fics that deal with the "what if" scenario. I adore fics that look at canon and go....hmm well what would have happened if the character had gone left, didn't shoot, had a moment of conscience, didn't hesitate, or was late, etc. As an example, my all-time favorite is 'Embers" by Vathara. Admittedly it is a monster of a fic (over 700,000 holy crap!) but ugh it was amazing. It takes the moment from The Last Airbender when Zuko steals the ostrich horse in the episode "The Cave of Two Lovers", and basically plays out how things could have gone if he HADN'T stolen the ostrich horse. The author goes completely AU with their interpretation of bending and consequences of angering the spirits which is not a lot of people's cup of tea but for me it was like stumbling across the perfect fic I'd always wanted without realizing that was what I was looking for. So fics that deal with CanonAU are totally my jam and I would love to read more. I'm not fandom specific, at this point I don't mind doing a little research to understand what happened in canon to understand the differences. If the writing is good I'm up for anything.
And yeah, that's all I can manage at this point. If I can think of something else I might come back and edit this list, but for now these are the things I think about the most.
Thank you for reading!

In your own space, set some goals for the coming year. They can be fannish or not, public or private. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.
I have a lot of goals for this year, but there are a few that rate as more important to me than the others.
First, I want to get back into the habit of working out. I lost 15 pounds last year and I did it by focusing on eating better and going to the gym at least three times a week. I ran on a treadmill or lifted weights as the mood struck me, and I was happy and had an almost abundent energy that I hadn't realised I was missing. Due to health reasons I had to stop, but now that I'm back to 100% I can feel how far back I've fallen in my general fitness. This year one of my goals is to get it back. I wouldn't mind losing a little more weight, but I want the focus to be feeling better and more fit in general. Or at least to stop feeling a tad breathless by the time I reach the third landing in my apartment building. That would be nice.
Second, I want to focus on my writing. Since junior high its been my dream to be a fully fledged writer who got their work published....and now I'm staring down the barrel of my 30's and its still very much a dream with little to no basis in reality. I still write off an on, but I struggle to fully commit myself since I keep telling myself that I'm tired and it doesn't matter since everything I write is garbage anyway. Which it is, because I don't write. I seem to expect perfection from myself with little to no effort which is....stupid. So so stupid. So I created a word count tracker in my bullet journal in order to remind myself that this is something I want.
Those are the two goals that matter the most to me right now, beyond the usual of trying to be a good person and to try and not sit on my own thoughts until they turn into festering insecurities that make me lash out at the people around me. You know, the usual.

So I've only recently begun to take an active roll in the different communities and challenges I've seen around. Here are a list of the one's I've made a point of entering or taking note of the start date so I can.
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These are just a few since I've only just started to really dip my toes in. Feel free to rec any challenges, prompts, or kink_memes you think are awesome!

Inuyasha was my gateway drug when it comes to fandom. I adored that show and it was while I was talking about it with my classmate at the time that she introduced me to the concept of fanfiction. I was blown away by the idea that someone had taken the story I loved, and continued it by going in a completely different direction. They gave me an ending that I adored and it occurred to me that I could experience this delight with a bunch of my other favorite shows and movies. Every time an ending or a character's stupid decision frustrated me, I could maybe find someone who felt the same way and decided to do something about it.
So I started with Inuyasha, and then I rediscovered my obsession with Rurouni Kenshin, fueled by all the fanfic where Kaoru finally pinned Kenshin down and....*cough*....anyway. From there I branched into Naruto and Harry Potter (Hermione/Snape was my obsession for some reason) and Labyrinth!! My beloved Labyrinth, with fanfiction I could go back to experience David Bowie with his wonderfully tight tights. It was around this time I discovered the forbidden fruit of SLASH FICTION. I promptly lost my mind and basically started scouring anything I could get my hands on.
I devoured Star Trek, Deep Space Nine, Star Wars, Harry Potter, Naruto, Merlin, Phoenix Wright, The Mummy, Marvel (ALL OF MARVEL, SO MUCH HAPPINESS AND JOY), Teen Wolf, Supernatural, Dragon Age, Mass Effect, Legend of Zelda, Leverage, Godzilla: The Series, Stargate SG-1, The Sentinel (the tv show), Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Angel, Dr. Horrible, Doctor Who, Primeval, Luthor, Good Omens and etc. This list would literally go on forever if I let it.
Alot of the time if one of the authors I follow writes in a fandom I don't know, I will promptly go looking for it after I read their stuff. That's how I've fallen in with the majority of the fandoms I follow, but alas, the story is usually so much better than the original.
And that's a little of my fannish history. :)
Chocolate Box 2020 Letter
Jan. 5th, 2020 10:51 pmThank you so much for writing something for me! I can't wait to see what you decide to come up with. Below I have my general likes and DNW's listed below, as well as my feelings about the requested fandom and some prompt ideas.
General Outlook
- I'm looking for something that ends on a good note. It can be dark or angsty if it suits the fandom or if you wanted to try expanding beyond the general atmosphere of the show/book, but I would appreciate it having it end on a high note.
Favorite Tropes
- Fix-It, Arranged Marriage, Canon Divergence, all of the AU's (except coffee shop please), Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Power Dynamics, Bed Sharing, Casefic, Pining, Soul-Mates, Daemons, Missing Scene, Competence, Five Things, Hanahaki Disease, Fluff, Protective, Redemption, Sarcasm, Soul-Bonds, Chosen Families
Do Not Wants
- Character Death
- Terminal Illness
- Gore
- Child harm or death
- Underage
- RPF
- Watersports or scat play
- Animal Cruelty
- Unrequited Love
- Infidelity
Fandoms
Miss Fisher's Murder Mystery
I feel head over heels for this show and I've never regretted a moment of it. I adore Jack and Phryne's back and forth, the banter and the last minute saves. Phryne especially is delightful with her headstrong determination to live her life on her terms, and no one else's.
Prompt Ideas:
Supernatural AU- what if the characters aren't human? What would they be? How would that change things? How would things stay the same?
Canon Divergence - what if Phryne and Jack met another way? Or how would they have met if Dot hadn't been brave enough to approach Phryne in the first place?
- What if Dot was the one with the wealth, and Phryne her incorrigible maid?
- Where would Phryne have ended up if Jane hadn't died?
My Hero Academia
This show was fantastic from the start. The action scenes and the characters, each of them coming to life on the screen and never truly fading into the background. For this one I would say feel free to have as many characters show up as you can fit. It was always fun to have them all working together or around each other.
Prompt Ideas:
- Bakugou is frustrated by his own protective tendencies towards Kirishima
- Would Deku be the one brave enough to ask Todoroki out? Or would it be the other way around?
- What kind of Daemons would they have?
- How would their first sexual encounter go? How awkward would that be if someone's Quirk activated accidentally (mad cackling)
Persona 5
I've played this game several time over and it has yet to get old. The characters are all fun and the dialogue always makes me laugh and roll my eyes. I do feel like there was a lot of stuff left out to make the story smoother.
Prompt Ideas
Why were Akira's parents willing to send him so far away? What happened to the friends he left behind? Did his Phantom pals visit him once he was sent home once again? What happened with Morgana? Were they ever able to fight with Persona's again?
The Mandalorian
I didn't expect to like this show as much as I did. The characters were fun and the story wasn't bogged down with complicated plots, pretty much straight forward Star Wars fun. It took me right back to the original trilogy and it would be great to keep that same atmosphere, the fun banter and the old Western type shoot outs.
Prompt Ideas
- How would things have gone if the Mandalorian had actually understood HOW TO BABYSIT A BABY. I kept face-palming everytime he left the kid alone in the ship.
- Tell me more about the Armorer. What does it take to have that position amongst the Mandalorians?
- Show me some Mandalorian and baby Yoda interactions on the ship?
- Cara Dune remembering what it was like to have a comrade in arms.
Ace Attorney
This game is pure crack. The exaggerated dialogue and the hilariously complicated cases, the back and forth and the way reality is kind of just....shoo'd away.
Prompt Ideas
- What if Phoenix were the Prosecutor and Edgeworth was the Defense?
- What would their Daemons be? Edgeworth would definitely have something with spines.
- A missing scene where they talk during a break in the case
- I would love to see one of them Pining. So much pining. ALL THE PINING.
Maleficent
I have some issue with this movie, but I do love the characters and their dialogue. Diaval is such a snarky shit and it would be fun to see Maleficent reacted to his raven sense of humor. You can pull from either movie. I haven't seen the second one yet but I don't care about being spoiled. I'm just waiting until I can stream it without actually paying for the movie.
- What if Diaval weren't a normal raven? Maybe he was another kind of shapeshifter that decided he was more curious than angry about the Fae seeking vengeance.
- Seeming them in any kind of AU would be fun
- What if Maleficent is the high-powered working mom and she needs a nanny/bodyguard for her beloved daughter?
- The first time they got to fly together after she got her wings back.

Hi there and welcome to my journal!
I'm not too active here (or anywhere) to be honest but I'm hoping to change that this year. I discovered the wonderful world of fanfiction when one of my classmates in my freshman year of high school found out I loved Inuyasha and she shared a link to her favorite fanfic....and I was lost. It was Sueric's "Chronicles" if you wanted to experience the joy for yourself. To this day it is still one of my all-time favorite Inuyasha fics.
I've written my own stories here and there in the midst of my uphill battles against my lack of self-confidence and the belief that I am only capable of writing garbage. I love far too many fandoms to count, from the wide ranging Marvel to the almost non-existant Saint Tail, (You'll always be my favorite Meimei!!!) I dabble in original works from time to time, and those usually end up posted here in my journal. My fanfics end up on my account at AO3. Head on over there if you are curious.
I tend to go about it backwards when it comes to discovering a new fandom. I follow my favorite authors and end up reading whatever they post for, which then leads me to look into the movies/books/games they wrote about. When not reading or trying to write fanfic I am usually diving head first into my newest video game acquisition or feeling the urge to re-play one of my favorites. Right now I'm playing Phoenix Wright: Trials and Tribulations.
I do bullet journaling as well. Maybe I'll get around to posting some of my spreads just because I end up so proud of some of them I just want to run around showing random people on the street. I haven't yet but its a close thing.
I recently rescued two cats, a brother and sister (or so the adoption agency said) and they are the lights of my life right now. My first cat, named Hiei (why yes he was demon-spawn but he was my demon-spawn and thats all that matters), passed away in the first half of the year and I didn't realize how lonely I'd gotten until I brought these two furry piranhas home.

The black one is Artemis and the tortie is Luna.
And that's all for now. Fingers crossed I can stick to this year's resolution. :)
MSFE Letter
Nov. 8th, 2019 08:32 pmDNW:
Character Death
Animal Harm
Bodily fluids other than blood or semen
Underage
Mpreg
Ai no Kusabi
Talk about a guilty pleasure. I first saw this anime when it was an illegal download and quality was sub-par at best. When it comes to these two, the thing I love most is how conflicted Riki is over his feelings for Iason. He was in a horrible situation and there was something terrible yet appealing about how absolute Iason was in keeping Riki by his side, and how inevitably Riki always came back.
- Any kind of fix it for this series would be appreciated since the ending makes me sad
- AU scenarios are always fun, as long as their relationship stays the same (ie conflicted and fucked up :))
Dragon Age
I love these games to pieces and am pretty easy to please with all the pairings I suggested. Protectiveness and some variations of hurt/comfort are always my go to's for this fandom and creative uses of magic are always fun. :)
My Hero Academia
I would prefer something relatively light and or fluffy for either of the pairings I requested. I love these characters and would love to see more about their interactions or relationship dynamics. Lots of snark and deadpan deliveries if you get my drift.
Naruto
I've always been a sucker for Naruto fanfic even if I was never all that invested in the show. For these pairings I would love some kind of fix-it scenario or one involving them 'getting together'. Naruto is such a bright and cheerful character and seeing him be the light in someone's life would be exactly what I was looking for.
Yuletide Letter 2019
Nov. 2nd, 2019 11:15 pmI grew up loving this movie, it has a special place in my heart. I am open to pretty much anything you can come up with, as long as Henry and Danielle are still together at the end.
Prompt Ideas:
- Anything AU is more than welcome. If you want to throw them into a fantasy world or have them in present time, etc. I say go for it.
- Post-Canon, I'm always a sucker for stories that show glimpses of the characters lives after the movie or book ends.
- I have a particular fondness for stories that play with the idea of "Character goes left, but what would have happened if they had gone right instead?" What if Henry had noticed Danielle's shoes beneath her gorgeous gown, how would they reach their happy ending from there? Or what if her father had never died? How would that have changed things?
Moana
The characters in this movie were the high-light in my opinion. Moana especially was a true delight and I would love to see a glimpse of what her life was like after the movie ends. How was life different after Te Fiti was restored? Did she remain a mortal girl blessed by the Ocean or was she also blessed with godhood the way Maui was?
Horizon Zero Dawn
This game was a blast to play, and much of that had to do with the story and the sheer personality from the characters. I'm open to pretty much anything involving the specified characters and their interactions with Aloy, just no character death please.
- I'm particularly fond of AU's or storylines that hinge on the idea of "Character goes left, but what would have happened if they had gone right instead?"
- ex. What if Aloy had decided to leave the Sacred Lands rather than continue to be an outcast?
DNW
Major Character Death, Animal Torture, Abuse, Illness
The ceramics class had been a last minute adjustment to Sarah’s schedule.
Sarah had considered taking the class once or twice, half-musing contemplations as she scrolled through the class catalog. There’d been something appealing about the idea of working with her hands, being able to shape and mold, to create. The idea had never borne fruit, until a need for more credits and a few empty hours landed her with the opportunity to see if the class had some merit after all.
Needless to say the first class was quite the reality check. What the teacher was able to show as a seamless process of molding and spinning the clay, was an entirely different beast once Sarah gave it a try. It was messy and frustrating and nothing she did seemed to go right. The bowl she’d been trying to make had barely made it out of the original lumpy shape, only with a slight divot at the top that wavered dramatically near the edges.
By the time she got home she was stained and tired, hair thrown up into a hasty bun and what felt like drying clay on her face of all things. It had been tempting to stamp her foot and refuse to go back, as if she could obtain any kind of mastery in the allotted time for this class. She would have if she hadn’t needed those credits, and since she couldn’t guarantee she would be able to get into another class if she dropped this one, she knew she had to stick it out.
“As you work, try to move with the clay,” the instructor said to Sarah and the rest of the students in their second class. Sarah barely refrained from rolling her eyes from her seat in the back. Clearly the advice was easier said than followed.
She did eventually improve. It became a challenge of sorts; a battle waged between her mind, her hands, and the clay. Her hands couldn’t always follow through on what she wanted and more often than not the clay would fold in unexpected moments, collapsing beneath her fingers and earning another sharp huff of frustration. But by the fourth class Sarah could not deny that she was starting to enjoy herself.
It was during the sixth when something...changed.
From the moment she sat at the wheel and put her hands on the clay, Sarah felt a strange off-key restlessness come over her. As the clay spun beneath her palms she felt an odd tension gather behind her eyes and she would have pressed her fingers to her temples in an attempt to relieve the pressure if it wouldn’t have ruined the shape she was trying to create. A cup this time, she’d decided before taking a seat, something she could drink her coffee out of or the hot cocoa her mother used to make.
She held onto that image as the pressure continued to press behind her eyes. It wasn’t painful but there was an awareness that it wasn’t quite right. By the time she finally finished throwing the cup and removed it from the wheel Sarah was gritting her teeth against the relentless pressure. The moment the clay left the wheel, the pressure vanished like a valve suddenly being released.
Sarah could not contain her gasp as the pressure suddenly vanished. Blinking she endured the confused glances of her classmates and stared at the raw clay cup with no small amount of apprehension. Very strange. Maybe she’d overdone it with the coffee that morning?
She set the cup aside to dry and a few classes later it was dry enough for her to trim the edges and work more decorative lines into the sides. Sarah let her thoughts drift while she worked, and it was only once she declared her work finished that she realized what she’d done. It was rough and there was a chance the lines she’d worked in wouldn’t survive the firing process, but she’d worked the faint lines of the Goblin King’s labyrinth along the continuous curve.
Once more unsettled she was tempted to push the partially finished cup off her work bench and let it shatter. But she stayed her hand. Curiosity pushed at her, just as it had before when faced with a strange creature’s machinations. Something was happening, and Sarah was curious and intrigued enough to let it.
The day she brought the cup home she left it sitting in the middle of her counter.
Sarah knew she was being foolish, but she couldn’t quite bring herself to use it at first. Some innate wariness had her hesitating every time she reached for it. It was hers, she knew that, but there was something else there as well.
It was late and she was moving into her fourth hour of studying for her Chemistry final when caution gave way to the pragmatic. She was too tired to wash the mugs that had collected in and around the sink and this one was bacteria free, thus available for coffee consumption. So deep into her notes and scribbling questions to follow up with the T.A. for the last meeting, Sarah didn’t notice that her coffee never got cold.
Her friend Bethany was the one to point it out to her the next time she came over. “Hey, is this one of those new heat conservation cups those ads have been shouting about?”
Sarah glanced up from her Calculus textbook, fingers threaded through her hair and giving little tugs as she debated whether she actually wanted to pull her hair out. “What?” she asked, trying to shake her thoughts back into order.
Bethany held up the mug, waggling it hard enough a bit of coffee sloshed out and onto her hand. With a yelp she quickly put it back down. “Ow! Seriously, it is right? This is the coffee you gave me two hours ago and it feels like it just came out of the pot.”
As Bethany abandoned dignity and licked the coffee off of her hand rather than grabbing the napkin that was literally right next to her, Sarah reached out and snagged the mug. “That doesn’t make any sense. Those are contained vessels, they literally have lids and are made of stainless steel. This is a clay mug I made in Ceramics.” Curling her hands around the mug she was surprised to feel the warmth radiating through the sides. Sarah smirked, “Are you sure you didn’t just refill it and forget? I wouldn’t put that past you.”
“I didn’t though. I basically forgot you even gave me the coffee once I started going over the study guide Ms. Carmichael’s gave us. Can I see yours again? I don’t understand how I’m supposed to answer number three.”
The mug and the still warm coffee was forgotten in a flurry of notes and Bethany’s dramatic exclamations of living under a bridge since being a troll was all she was good for (Sarah didn’t have the heart to tell her there might be actual trolls who would object to her encroaching on their territory). It was only later when Sarah was cleaning up when she picked up the coffee mug and was startled to find it was still hot.
“What on earth?” Sarah dipped her finger into the hot liquid and quickly pulled them back out again. Not hot enough to burn, but just enough to be uncomfortable. As she studied it, she felt some of that same awareness that had come over her while making it. It was a little like when she was little and staring at those magic eye posters. She would stare and stare until she focused her eyes just right, and then she would see it.
She tapped her finger against the mug and mused out loud, “The coffee stays hot, no matter how long it takes.” Curious she took a sip. It was the perfect temperature. Fresh coffee, but not hot enough to burn her tongue. “It stays the perfect temperature,” Sarah considered. “What I think is perfect anyway. Hmm.”
It should have been impossible. She wouldn’t have considered it if she hadn’t conquered the Goblin King’s labyrinth to get her little brother back.
Clearly she’d claimed more than her brother if she was capable of...whatever this was.
Sarah narrowed her eyes in thought and then she smiled.
By the end of the year Sarah had created quite the collection.
A small bowl she used to hold small change that gradually started to accumulate it on its own. She no longer had to check under the couch cushions or in the bottom of her purse. If she needed some quarters or nickels she only had to check the bowl near the entryway. The plaque with the small hook she used to hold her car keys. It didn’t matter where she put them down, when she was ready to leave they would always be waiting for her on the hook. The vase that had been her final project kept any flowers fresh as the day they were picked. Some experimenting revealed that she had to pick the flowers as well, but they would last until Sarah decided to replace them with new ones.
They all accumulated into small things that made life easier. But Sarah had the feeling that was only the beginning.
Each time she managed to create a new Shaped item, as she’d taken to calling them, she could feel something inside her stretching out. Getting stronger. It all made her rather curious, but not enough to go looking for answers.
Not yet anyway.
100 Situations - Labyrinth
Jul. 1st, 2019 11:58 pm001. | Tired | 002. | Back Alley | 003. | Sunrise | 004. | Late | 005. | Son |
006. | Hot | 007. | Friend | 008. | Floor | 009. | Cheat | 010. | Think |
011. | Disgust | 012. | Shelter | 013. | Borrow | 014. | Chair | 015. | Alter |
016. | Peace | 017. | Beach | 018. | True | 019. | Crazy | 020. | Love |
021. | New | 022. | Beggar | 023. | False | 024. | Happy | 025. | Cancer |
026. | Pickpocket | 027. | Reverse | 028. | Deliver | 029. | Arrival | 030. | Fall |
031. | Knife | 032. | Torn | 033. | Danger | 034. | Neutral | 035. | Mate |
036. | Fly | 037. | Loud | 038. | 039. | Seek | 040. | Argue | |
041. | Work | 042. | Sink | 043. | Nut | 044. | Stuck | 045. | Animal |
046. | Pray | 047. | Kill | 048. | Light | 049. | Cold | 050. | Affair |
051. | Restaurant | 052. | Movie | 053. | Wait | 054. | Patient | 055. | Crime |
056. | Choke | 057. | Fever | 058. | Summer | 059. | Eat | 060. | Thirst |
061. | Chance | 062. | Appear | 063. | Whisper | 064. | Day | 065. | Scream |
066. | Fail | 067. | Confused | 068. | Smile | 069. | Come | 070. | Alone |
071. | Fast | 072. | Slow | 073. | Return | 074. | Fire | 075. | Positive |
076. | Baby | 077. | Upset | 078. | Kitchen | 079. | Winter | 080. | Ignorant |
081. | Fool | 082. | Afraid | 083. | Prison | 084. | Sex | 085. | Hate |
086. | Alarm | 087. | Genius | 088. | Negative | 089. | Flood | 090. | Bomb |
091. | Hospital | 092. | Trap | 093. | Celebrate | 094. | Old | 095. | Disappear |
096. | Writer‘s Choice | 097. | Writer‘s Choice | 098. | Writer‘s Choice | 099. | Writer‘s Choice | 100. | Writer‘s Choice |
Hurt Comfort Exchange 2019 - Letter
Mar. 7th, 2019 04:33 pmI love this show and what I want most from any fill for this prompt is just more interactions between the characters. From the tags I chose, yes I do want to see a hurt Trevor having to rely on Adrian and Sypha in some way. He spends the whole show so determined to prove to everyone that he doesn't care or need anyone....so obviously I would love to see him in a position where he does.
- Trevor is injured badly enough that it will take months to recover (if recovery is even possible) and he ends up residing in Adrian's castle coming to grips with what his life means now that he isn't a hunter anymore
Dragon Age
This is ony of my all-time favorite video game series so basically all flavors are welcome. Given a choice I would prefer something Female Hawke/Varric centric but if the other listed pairings are more your speed I say go for it. It can take place in-game or after the events of the canon story. For Hawke I always preferred a cross between the saint/joker routes, basically Hawke will put her life on the line for someone in a heartbeat but she's going to be a sassy little shit about it.
- I don't really have any prompt ideas, just keep it somewhat in-character and I'll love you forever.
Leverage
One of my favorite shows of all time. I do definitely want it to be Hardison/Parker/Eliot centric, but beyond that anything goes.
FlightRising - Three Word Prompt
Nov. 30th, 2018 05:00 pmUser: LeafeonWarrior
Words: Seraphic, Sly, Betrayal
Isabeau leaned against the railing, eyes closed against the brisk wind that carried the hint of salt. She ignored the way the wind combed through her hair and turned it into a tousled mess against the back of her neck and in her face. Once in a while she brushed it aside, or tried to, until giving up and letting the wind push it around some more.
With night having long since fallen it was almost brutally cold up on deck. Without her cloak she would have been freezing, and even with it her hands felt numb where she gripped the railing. It was better than the stifling confines of the berth she’d been given. Everything was too close, the walls, her memories. It was better to up on the deck where there was only the cold, and sea wind to keep her company.
She looked down at the dark waters where they lapped against the side of the ship and her shiver had nothing to do with the cold.
It hurt, a yawning ache between her ribs to realize she’d been lied to her whole life. She had so many answers now to questions she didn’t even know to ask. Why her mother had feared the ocean and why she...hadn’t.
She was still having trouble believing it. The whole mess was just too far-fetched when laid out beneath the hard light of day. An ancient pact, a sea-monster bound by magic, a prince determined to save his child from the duty passed through his blood. It should have been a fairytale, something to stay up reading until the candle burned itself out. None of the revelations from the previous day had any place in real life.
Isabeau wanted to deny it, but...even now she can feel...something.
Ever since she was first brought on board she had an awareness of the sea that didn’t seem strange at first. She’d never even seen the ocean before how could she have known.
There was something terrifying about how close she had come to falling into the trap. Three weeks at sea and two sea battles. She’d even fallen into the water during that last battle trying to repair the rigging. If her blood had touched the ocean water...the magic lying dormant would awaken a creature so terrible that even the legends themselves had tried to erase it.
If she had any common sense she would be hiding in the middle of the ship and doing her best to avoid so much as catching a splinter. Isabeau should be feeling vulnerable and frightened, but right now all she felt was a fury that left her almost breathless beneath the weight of it. Had her mother ever intended to tell her? To explain the invisible weight that had always sat heavy across her shoulders and why she would dream of an ocean she had never seen.
It had been a shock to recognize something she knew, she knew, she had never seen.
If there was anything this blasted war had taught her, it was that ignorance was no excuse. Her mother might have hoped to save her by refusing to tell her the truth, but in the end it had just placed her in more peril.
“So this is where you retreated to.”
Isabeau startled as Captain Eliza joined her at the railing. She immediately felt the fool for taking such a drastic risk with everyone’s safety by lingering by the water.
Her immediate apologies were waved away as the captain leaned on the railing, resting her weight on her elbows. “Don’t apologize. Considering what we learned yesterday I don’t think you could avoid the ocean even if you tried.” She eyed Isabeau sidelong. “That does explain things at least.”
Isabeau pressed her lips together to hold back the tirade that tried to pour out of her. Instead it sat on her tongue, heavy and bitter.
“So what are you out here brooding over?”
Isabeau stared outright in surprise. “Captain?”
The Captain’s smile was soft, not the usual sly curve of her lips. It was the look in her eyes that made Isabeau swallow hard and look back out over the water. * “Your world was basically turned upside down yesterday and judging from your reaction you had no idea it was coming. That kind of thing can cut your feet out from under you faster than any wave.” She looked out over the night-dark ocean. “It might help to talk about it.”
“I don’t think it will,” Isabeau said, the words falling sharp and furious. “My mother lied to me. She risked my life because she was afraid and let me stumble into this,” Isabeau gestured at herself and the ocean as if that was explanation enough, “without any warning. She could have given me answers any time but instead she stayed quiet even when I was -”. Biting back the words Isabeau swallowed hard. She imagined the words were an actual physical weight in the back of her throat.
“When you were what?” the captain pressed. If she had turned to look at Isabeau she would have brushed her off. But her gaze was still on the endless ocean with its churning black waves gilded in moonlight. It was as much privacy as Isabeau could expect on the ship and receiving it from the captain now gave her the courage to continue.
“I’ve always dreamed of the ocean,” she admitted, speaking barely above a whisper. Just a touch louder than the quiet shush of the waves beneath them. “When we would visit the nearby lake I could never figure out why I always felt so strange in the water. As if it was close to what I wanted, but not enough.” She remembered crying once, only the once, not even sure why. Her mother had held her close and wiped her tears away saying, it was okay, it would fade with time.
It hurt to realize what her mother meant now. “I don’t know if she was ever going to tell me. Maybe she was going to wait until whatever magic lived in me...died.”
“But then you ended up on the ocean.”
Isabeau nodded and looked down at her hands where she gripped the railing. The water danced back and forth on the edge of her vision. It was frightening to realize that a part of her belonged down there.
“I saw a Mer once.” Before Isabeau could pepper her with questions the captain continued, “It was a long time ago, back when I first started sailing. It was in the middle of a storm and the captain had me up on the mast to help tighten the sails.” She laughed, shaking her head. “It was a wonder I survived the attempt. I’m pretty sure the captain had done it hoping I would get swept away.” The captain’s smile was deliberately sweet, seraphic as the one gracing the lips of the Lady fashioned on the prow of the ship. “He didn’t like having a girl onboard. Thought it would bring bad luck. But unfortunately for him I knew what I was doing. I was fighting to keep my grip beneath the wind and driving rain and suddenly lightning slashed across the sky.”
Captain Eliza shook her head and shared a commiserating look with Isabeau. “I couldn’t believe what I was seeing. A Mer in the water several yards off the portside. It was looking right at me.”
Enraptured by the story Isabeau whispered, “What did you do?”
“I was frozen until a crack of thunder right overhead nearly made my lose my grip. By the time I had righted myself and was no longer in danger of falling the Mer was gone.” Captain Eliza’s nails tapped against the railing, her chin braced on the heel of one hand. “I could be imagining things, but I almost think the Mer was waiting to see if I was going to fall.” Another short laugh. “Hopefully they meant to rescue me, but I don’t know. It’s been a long time since they bothered to speak with us. In fact, I think it was almost two hundred years since any have bothered to speak with the royal family.”
Isabeau pressed her lips together. “That would fit with when my supposed ancestor took his family and fled the ocean.”
Captain Eliza hummed in agreement. “That would make them a bit salty about us land-lubbers huh?”
Isabeau blinked and then looked at the captain askance. “Did you just…?”
The captain’s response wasn’t so much a laugh as an actual cackle. Isabeau was pretty sure she’d heard seagulls make the same noise. “It did the job didn’t it. Aren’t brooding anymore are you?”
“If it weren’t too dangerous now I think I would be tempted to throw myself overboard,” Isabeau muttered.
Captain elbowed Isabeau in the side, ignoring Isabeau’s yelp of complaint. “You talk big. One of the reasons I like you.” The captain didn’t move away but instead slung her arm around Isabeau’s neck. “One more thing before I leave you to your hopefully much lighter thoughts.”
Feeling a change in the air, Isabeau carefully nodded.
“What your mother did hurt you and only you can decide if you will ever forgive her for it.” Isabeau tensed but didn’t try to pull away, aware that she wouldn’t be able to escape the captain’s hold. “But if you learn anything from this, I want it to be that even the people you care about will betray you if they think they are doing it for the right reasons.”
Even with the cloak on Isabeau felt suddenly so cold. “Captain…”
Letting go, Captain Riley carefully turned her until they were standing face to face. She put both hands on Isabeau’s shoulders and leaned in, continuing just above a whisper. “Be careful, Isabeau. Whatever protection your mother tried to give you is gone now. If it were only my crew who knew what you are I could try to buy you more time, but unfortunately I wasn’t the only captain at that encounter.” She pressed her lips together hard enough to drive the blood out of them before continuing. “We are at war and there will be those who will look at you and see the key to an ancient power. They won’t stop to wonder if they can control it, or what it might do to you in the process.”
Isabeau knew the captain was right, but it hurt to hear it spoken out loud. This wasn’t something she could hide from.
Not anymore.
FlightRising - Three Word Prompt
Nov. 30th, 2018 04:52 pmUser: Kalypsonite
Words: Prophecy, Dusk, Ribbon
“What do you want?”
Ignoring the growled out question Seyon dropped into the empty seat by the fire. He lifted his hands so the dancing flames could warm the chill out of his fingers. Behind him he could hear the rest of the camp moving about, soft conversations and the occasional thump and rustle as supplies were dispersed or unpacked. Occasionally he felt the pressure of eyes on him, a there and gone flick of awareness that he felt like invisible fingers on his back.
Wyvern sighed when he didn’t receive a response and threw another stick on the fire. There was a burst of sparks and the dancing tongues of flame quickly licked over the dry wood. The black stain of char flowed as smooth and slow as water, devouring with insatiable hunger.
“I need you to take me somewhere.” Seyon said. When he glanced out of the corner of his eye he could see the wary tension spring to life beneath Wyvern’s all encompassing cloak. “And the other’s can’t know where we’re going.”
Wyvern coughed out a laugh. “I’m not going anywhere with you.”
Seyon nodded but continued, “If you don’t help me I’ll go by myself. And I doubt I’ll be able to get where I’m going without you.”
“Considering I’ve tried to kill you several times I don’t see why this is supposed to bother me.” One dark eye peeked out from the cover of his cloak. “You’re just making it easy for me at this rate.”
Smirking outright Seyon said, “I’m about to make it even easier than you think. I’m trying to get to the Darkause Ruins.”
Any amusement Wyvern had found in the situation vanished like smoke. Seyon saw the twitch of his cloak and imagined the other man was clenching his hands into fists. There was a betraying rustle where the cloak draped over the back of the log he was seated on. As if he couldn’t keep the scaled length of his tail still. “No one goes there,” Wyvern ground out. “After fighting this hard to live why would you guarantee yourself a death sentence?”
“Would it be?” Seyon asked. Lifting his hands he studied the marks on his wrists with a hard won reserve. A single band as black as pitch encircled each wrist. Beneath the firelight it shone as if it were a mere satin ribbon laying against his skin, but it was as much a part of him as any of his limbs. “I have my doubts about that.”
Surging to his feet Wyvern turned towards the dark line of trees in the distance where the forest ended and the camp began. No doubt to disappear until sunrise as was his usual routine. Seyon gestured and Wyvern froze in place, falling unnaturally still. It dug at something inside Seyon to do it, as if some vast pressure were coming to bear from the skin out but he had come too far and lost too much to stop now. The line had been crossed and there was only one way to go now.
“I am going to release you.” It took effort for Seyon to keep his voice even. The longer he brought his will to bear on Wyvern the greater the pressure grew. Seyon flicked his eyes down to the marks on his wrists and saw miniscule tendrils begin to break up the perfect edges, as if putting down roots. “When I do, you will sit down and hear me out. After I’m done then you can leave.” His mouth curled up into a smile he never thought he could make. “If you still want to.”
With a twist of will he released the hold he had and sagged forward. He barely had the energy to lift his head to see Wyvern take one threatening step toward him before stopping. The shifter’s eyes raked over the rest of the camp and all the watching eyes. Seyon could see the struggle in him, the debate on wondering what would happen if he tried to take Seyon out again. Would he be fast enough to do it considering what Seyon had already proven he could do? Would he be able to get away afterwards? Would it be worth it even if he couldn’t?
Seyon knew what the answer would be before Wyvern dropped back into his seat. “Get talking then. The sooner you get this over with the quicker I can get out of here.”
“It’s not like you’ll go far,” Seyon couldn’t help but point out. “Not while I’m still alive anyway.”
“Without you there is no prophecy,” Wyvern snapped. “If you die everyone else is safe.”
Laughter bubbled out of Seyon, surprising him and judging from the look on Wyvern’s face, him as well. “How noble of you,” Seyon said, still laughing. “You should have said something before. Then I might have let you stab me the last three times you tried.”
If Seyon hadn’t already proven that he could keep Wyvern in place no doubt he would have already stomped his way back to the forest. Off to brood and plot more murder attempts no doubt.
“I’ll admit the prophecy does make things seem somewhat dire.” The understatement almost made Seyon start laughing all over again. A gate from which the demons would descend upon their world and feast to their heart’s content, and he was the key. Or so the prophecy claimed. “But I’m starting to wonder if that’s what it’s actually saying.”
Seyon had never seen Wyvern dumbfounded so he did his best to commit the expression to memory. “What madness is this?” Then his expression cleared into the murderous one that Seyon was more familiar with. “No, I will not let your cowardice doom our world. You are the key and if you die, then the prophecy cannot be completed.”
“That’s why I need to go to Darkause ruins. That’s where the prophecy was first stated, and I need to know what happened there.”
“The entire castle was murdered by demons. What more do you need to know?” Wyvern’s claws sank into the log he was sitting on. Seyon wasn’t sure he even knew he was doing it.
It was on the tip of his tongue to explain, to mention the letters he had found. They were from Nicola, the first Demon Bound, to her sister but Seyon held his tongue. It was unlikely that Wyvern would believe him if he explained that the demons were the first victims in what seemed to be an endless war. Summoned from their realm and bound with chains of magic and will, they had never had a choice. They were enslaved and used, passed down from one mage to another until they faded into nothing more than violent wraiths. It was difficult to wrap his head around, so much of his country’s history based on a lie, but he had to know for himself.
“I recently discovered something that makes me doubt the way the prophecy has been interpreted.” It was a poor explanation and Seyon knew he deserved the contemptuous look Wyvern threw at him. “I’ll make a bargain with you,” Seyon said, leaning forward. “You take me to Darkause and if you still think I need to die, I’ll let you kill me.”
“You’re lying.” Wyvern snorted, unimpressed. “After how hard you’ve fought and everything you’ve done up to this point there’s no way you’d just let me kill you.”
Which was true, to a point. “It will be just me and you,” Seyon said. “Considering how close you’ve gotten so far, I think you’re chances are good if there isn’t anyone else around to stop you.”
There was a growl and Wyvern lunged toward him only to stop at the last moment. Seyon held up a hand when he heard a shout behind him. “I’m fine,” he yelled. “He isn’t going to hurt me.”
“That confident are you?” Wyvern’s fangs were visible, an obvious sign that his control was slipping. It probably shouldn’t have made Seyon more confident. “Why shouldn’t I kill you right here and now?”
Seyon ‘reached’ and gripped Wyvern once again. He knew it was a stupid thing to do before he did it, but there was that throbbing anger that had been stewing in his gut since he first found that letter and he was tired. TIred of being fed lies and having everyone look at the black marks on his wrist first and who he actually was and did second. “Because you can’t. I’m offering you a choice. Help me find out the truth, the actual truth, and maybe we can stop a war.” He ‘squeezed’ a little tighter and heard Wyvern grunt. “Unless you think you can’t take me by yourself?”
“You think I’ll risk my life to help you?” Wyvern scoffed. “No one goes to Darkhause and comes out alive.”
“But you did,” Seyon said. He didn’t look away as the blood drained away from Wyvern’s face and there was a dull crunch as his claws bit into the log Seyon was sitting on. “Yes, I know you have been there. And I need you to take me back. So, how badly do you want to kill me? Obviously you’ll have a chance to kill me on the way there. Are you going to pass that up?”
“I’ll take you,” Wyvern ground out. The fury laced in every syllable was almost impressive. “Once we get to Darkause I won’t need to lift a finger to kill you.” He snarled in a flash of fangs followed by a snake-like hiss. “That cursed place will do it for me.”
“We’ll see.” Not an inspiring comeback but it was all Seyon had to say. Anything else would reveal the shaky relief that against all odds Wyvern had agreed. Seyon honestly hadn’t thought the shifter would. “What time do we leave?”
Wyvern stepped back and if there was a brief shudder when he was able to move away Seyon chose to ignore it. “Not tonight. We need to make sure we have supplies. And a plan to deal with your ‘friends’.” Wyvern ground his jaw hard enough Seyon could almost hear the teeth grinding together. “Be ready two days from now, dusk.”
Seyon wasn’t given a chance to respond. Wyvern hightailed it away from the campfire and the camp itself as if the demons of old were after him. Seyon couldn’t exactly blame him. So he sat and stared into the dancing, flickering flames until he had the energy to move. When he glanced at his arms the strange black marks had returned to the same satin smooth finish and clear cut lines.
Hopefully he would have his answer soon.
Flightrising - So You Think You Can Write
Oct. 14th, 2018 02:50 pmPrompt: Chocolate
Jazmin knows the way the room has begun to waver at the edges of her vision has very little to do with the corset cinched just this side of uncomfortable, and everything to do with the panic that has been her constant companion since the ill-fated request to join her uncle in his office a fortnight ago. In fact, the corset might be the reason she’s managed to cling to her composure for as long as she has during the course of the evening. Focusing on every breath and the corresponding ache in her ribs and spine has been a wonderful distraction from the reason for said gown.
Knowing she cannot afford to step out onto one of the balconies for a breath of fresh air, it would all too easily be seen as a form of retreat, she instead takes up a position near one of the wide open doors. Close enough to stay in plain view of most of the hall and still enjoy the cool air from outside.
“Would the lady prefer a glass of wine?”
“No, I think not,” Jazmin demurs, knowing that wine will only make everything so much worse. The small brown squares nestled in delicate paper bowls draws her eye and she gestures. “What are these?”
The servant promptly offers her one. “This is chocolate, my lady. My lord had it brought over from across the Sea of Storms.”
Jazmin almost draws her hand back but conquers the impulse and accepts the small piece of chocolate. “My lord Darius is generous. Thank you, that will be all.”
With the servant sent away Jazmin takes a moment to study the small treat. It is common knowledge that King Rutherford wants nothing more than to forge some kind of connection with the realms across the Sea of Storms. But the waters are treacherous, filled with ancient beasts of a bygone era and magical storms that would smash the hardiest ship to splinters.
That Lord Darius is not only capable of crossing the Sea of Storms but has crafted some manner of trade negotiation is the reason Jazmin is here now.
Jazmin’s gloved fingers twitch and she conquers the urge to crush the small chocolate. Instead she forces herself to take as deep a breath as she can manage in the rigid embrace of the corset, and slowly lets it out. It is painful to think about, how much things have changed in the space of a fortnight. If everything were as it should be, she would be in her rooms back at the University pouring over her books in one last review before class the next day. Tomorrow Master Virina is going to begin the coursework on the ancient city of Oepos, where history claims Rune-work was first created and Jazmin had spent most of the year looking forward to it….
Except she is no longer enrolled at the University. No more classes or late night study sessions where she and the others have a few too many drinks and try to Divine the exam answers, only for Herad to inevitably set something on fire. No more tentative plans to visit the Great Desert where the last remnants of Naming magic still linger and it is said their mages are nameless for fear of attracting demons. Every dream and goal she held for herself has been wrenched away in the space of a fortnight, and so here she is, clutching a piece of chocolate and focusing on each breath as she struggles not to succumb to the panic that will send her magic crashing out of her like thunder.
Eventually curiosity manages to usurp the panic enough that she succumbs and eats the small square in one bite. At once her mouth is filled with the rich flavor, smooth and warm where it melts across her tongue. It is delicious and Jazmin is forced to take another steadying breath when the back of her eyes begin to prickle.
She has barely mastered the impulse when a woman dressed in the livery of a House servant approaches her through the crowd. “Lady Jazmin, my lord has expressed the desire to speak with you.”
It was a request in everything but intent. Jazmin knows she can no more refuse than she can fly. Jazmin smiles and with a slight gesture encourages the servant to start walking. “It is my pleasure to indulge the Lord Darius.”
Jazmin follows the servant through the crowd and does not imagine the way the crowd parts, the slither of silk and faint whispers following in her wake. She can feel the pressure of dozens of eyes following her and it takes everything she has to keep her expression in place, her brow smooth and the faintest smile curling the corners of her mouth. She is being given the highest honor and she is grateful for this chance to serve her country and her family, or so she must appear.
They reach the dais at the far end of the room and Jazmin swallows hard to see that Lord Darius has abandoned his seat at the top to meet her on the first step. This is the closest she has ever been to the man and she seizes the moment to study him. Golden eyes with slit pupils follow her approach and as she gets closer she can make out the faint pattern of scales across his face and down his exposed throat. Jazmin would not call him handsome, there is a coarseness to his features that denies him that, but she would not be remiss in thinking him compelling.
“My lady.” He offers his hand and Jazmin can see that the scale pattern covers the back of his hand as well. From the position of his hand, she can also see the curved points of his claws.
She does not hesitate, she cannot afford to not with everything that has led her here, and allows him to guide her up the steps. There are two chairs atop the dais, thrones in everything but appearance for everyone from King Rutherford to the lowest peasant knows that Lord Darius is beholden to no one.
Jazmin takes her seat and looks out at the sea of gowns and suits and the way everyone is staring without actually looking at her. She clenches her hands into fists, and is startled when she realizes she is still holding the small paper bowl the chocolate had come in.
Lord Darius follows her startled look and makes a small sound of satisfaction. He takes his seat and says, “How did you like the chocolate, my lady?”
She can still taste the chocolate where it coats her tongue, rich and strong. “It was delicious, my lord. Like nothing I have ever experienced before.”
He nods and Jazmin does not know whether to be relieved or concerned that he is not looking at her, but rather at the rest of the nobles as they dance and socialize, the music overlaying it all in a bright tangle of noise. She is trying to come up with something to say when he breaks the heavy silence that has settled between them.
“I am aware of the circumstances that have brought you here, Lady Jazmin.”
Cold washes through Jazmin and it is only the corset and her refusal to jeopardize an already fragile situation that allows her to keep her composure and not immediately panic. Of course he was aware. Everyone knew about how her cousin abandoned her family and years of negotiations regarding her betrothal to Lord Darius to elope with Lord Heath’s second son. Both had been cast out and rumor was they had fled the country entirely, but the damage had been done.
It might have led to war, if her uncle had not seized upon the notion that Jazmin might not have been raised with the proper education of an heiress, but she too was a powerful mage and more than capable of fulfilling her cousin’s side of the negotiations.
For King Rutherford wanted an alliance with Lord Darius and access to his connections across the Sea of Storms, and what better way to do that than to offer him a wife from one of the noble families. Even more important, a wife who was also a mage, and would be able to carry a dragonborn child to term.
“I wish to commend you on your honor and your courage.”
Jazmin freezes and this time cannot control her expression. She stares at Lord Darius with wide eyes and he turns to meet her gaze. It is a hard face, for there is nothing soft in a creature rumor says was born from the bones of the earth, but Jazmin does not think she is imagining the flicker of regret that passes through his strange gold eyes.
“I am aware that you were studying at the University before agreeing to be my wife and I wish to assure you that if you desire it, I will do whatever I can to assist you in finishing your studies.”
“Why?” The question escapes her before Jazmin can swallow it back, but once she has voiced it she finds she desperately needs to know. Her cousin had risked everyone by her betrayal. There were stories of the kind of destruction a dragon’s fury could bring about and Jazmin had known what she was being asked to risk by taking her cousin’s place. “My family humiliated you. You would be well within your rights to take retribution -”
His hand closes over hers and Jazmin stops, feeling the prick of his claws through the thin satin of her glove. “I do not blame you for your cousin’s actions.” Lord Darius’ voice is a deep rumble, carrying the hint of a growl. “Were I a younger drake I would no doubt let my rage carry me into some manner of vengeance, but I am not. Instead I see a woman who is determined to uphold the honor of her house, and a partner I believe I can respect.”
It takes an act of will Jazmin did not know she was capable of to hold back the tears that burn behind her eyes. Instead she looks at the man who would be her husband with clear eyes and feels the panic that has been clawing at her slowly fade. She slowly twists her hand in his grip so that she can hold it in return and takes some satisfaction at the way his strange eyes widen.
With the taste of chocolate in her mouth, rich and warm and sweet, and the first stirrings of hope in her heart, Jazmin manages the first real smile in a fortnight.
Yuletide Letter 2018
Oct. 13th, 2018 09:53 pmFirst off thank you so much for fulfilling one of my prompts. I’m already excited to see what you come up with.
Horizon: Zero Dawn
I truly adore this game and the biggest reason for that is Aloy. One of the aspects of her character that strike me the most is her refusal to let anyone tell her “her place”. She grew up in a tribe that refused to acknowledge her very existence, was shunned for as long as she could remember. Yet in the end she managed to not only make them eat their words/beliefs (and god that scene was so satisfying) but through her deeds and accomplishments she is now famous. Whatever you choose to write, I want it touch on her reaction to a world that now reveres her, when she grew up being told her very existence was a mistake of the gods.
The Dragon Prince
This show was great from start to finish but my favorite character by far was Amaya. Fierce and determined, a woman who makes herself heard even though she cannot speak. And then I saw Gren, so adorable and awkward, and I desperately needed to know how they met, or how Amaya came to trust him to act as her voice.
Books of the Raksura
These books are one of my go-to’s. I love Moon and how he made a place for himself with IndigoCloud, and the growth he achieves through the books is one of the reasons I love Martha Wells so much. One aspect I would love to see is him being possessive of his new family, be it Jade, Chime, or Stone. After living for so long on the run, always moving on before he can truly settle, I would like to see him startle himself with his own jealousy/possessive behavior. (Extra points for having him be possessive of Stone. That would be hilarious)
The Mummy
Best movie ever. Full stop. I love every character and all the different interactions they have. One thing I would love to see though is what would have happened if Rick had been one of the Medjai during the events of the first film. How would things have changed or been different?
Saiyuki Gaiden
I love Saiyuki, but Gaiden will always have a special place in my heart, seeing where those four lunatics got their start. Anything involving Konzen and Tenpou will make me happy be it romantic, sexual, platonic, etc.
Do-Not-Wants:
Character Death, Illness, Tragedy, Animal Harm
Flightrising - So You Think You Can Write
Oct. 2nd, 2018 11:46 pmPrompt: "Torches" by X Ambassadors [link]
Vasha does not fight when she is forced to her knees before the throne. She hisses in pain when her knees hit the marble floor and only just catches herself before her face can follow. The manacles around her wrists were removed but the ache lingers, the skin raw and aching. With one last bone bruising squeeze to her shoulder the guard who had forced her down releases his hold and takes a step back. Vasha ignores him, only having eyes for the man seated on the throne.
“So one of the Old Blood yet lives.” The king’s fingers tap against the armrest of his throne, soft taps that seem to break through the heavy silence that had descended in the audience chamber once she was brought forward. “Now what am I to do with you?”
There is a faint murmur of surprise and dismay amongst the gathered nobles. Vasha can smell the acrid stench of their fear as the king’s words spread, stones casting ripples into the water. No one is foolish enough to try and leave, not with their king watching, waiting for the first sign of treachery. They fear him and the power he has gathered here, in this dark mountain with a heart of ancient power. Like moths to a flame they cannot resist the draw, and can only pray they are not taken by the flames.
She laughs. It is soft at first. Everything aches, from her eyes to her toes, and here she is slumped before her greatest enemy. Beaten and alone, her allies too far to reach her in time, her greatest secret given life in only a few words. She is cursed, her blood heavy with the power that had once ruled this realm before treachery brought down an empire. Everything she has endured, everything she has lost, to end up here on her knees with blood in her teeth and her enemy victorious.
The king’s eyes narrow and he makes a short gesture. Her only warning is the creak of armor behind her and then pain explodes across her back as haft of a heavy spear is slammed into her back. She ends up sprawled across the cold marble floors with their delicate mosaics detailing the fall of the Old Blood, the Black Empress herself thrown down from her dark mountain and all her blood with her, from her eldest son to the babe still learning to walk.
Her hand covers the image of the infant moments before the sword comes down and Vasha continues to laugh even as pain leaves her breath coming short. She doesn’t fight when she is hauld back up and this time the king is staring her down with dark, furious eyes.
“Do you find your death that amusing?” The king leans forward on his throne, a gilded thing of polished wood and gold inlay. “Do you wish to join the rest of your kind that badly?”
“They are afraid of you,” Vasha says once she has the breath. “Everyone is afraid of you. They whisper of your cruelty and your lust for blood. They play court to you in the hopes that you will spare them or in the hopes they might feed your wrath with their enemies.” There is a shift amongst the nobility at her words, and she turns to smile at them. “Three hundred years ago your ancestors rose up against the Black Empress and the power she wielded, but look at you all now. Serving this wretch who has found power and thinks he knows how to wield it.”
The king’s face has grown dark with fury and his eyes sweep the assembled court long enough to ensure the flurry of whispers die before he looks back to Vasha. He smiles down at her, a sharp slash that reveals the pointed teeth and too red lips. “Do you think to convince them to turn on me? I am not a fool, not like her. They know what will happen if I am not here to hold the Mountain.”
Again, Vasha laughs and when the guard once again brings the butt of his spear down on her lower back, this time she will not yield to the pain. She stays upright and when she can draw breath she looks up at him with her own sharp smile. “You do not hold the Mountain.”
Confusion flits amongst the nobles, but she is staring at the king and his narrow face and she smiles when she sees it, the fear. “You are king but you are not Master. You have the Blood, that is true. But you don’t have enough. Not enough to hold the Mountain in truth. Instead you have forced it to sleep.”
Where only moments before the king had stared at her with dark fury, now the fear is growing. It blooms across his face in a slow awareness that is truly glorious. “I am the King,” he says and Vasha smiles with her teeth covered in blood. “You are pretender.”
It is the work of a moment to [reach] and it is just like she remembers, the pulsing heart of power that lies in the center of the mountain. The warp and weft of her realm, the shadow to every step she took within it’s borders. It had screamed in power and shaking earth the day she had been cast down, when her blood had soaked the earth and the air filled with the cries of her children. With her dying breath she had crafted one last working, and in its grief the Mountain had reached back and caught her soul before it too could pass on.
Even forced into slumber it had guarded what remained of her life until one was born who could carry the burden of her memories, and her purpose. Until she could return and once more claim her place as Black Empress of the Mountain.
Vasha gets to her feet as the very mountain trembles, a giant waking from its slumber. The assembled nobles cry out as there is a crack, and the king tumbles forward, his gilded throne split into two. Where it once stood the marble floor begins to tremble, and steadily a shape begins to rise up out of stone that has gone soft and malleable. A new throne born of stone and power gradually takes shape and eventually hardens with one last shifting crack.
It is stark lines and stone that shines like black glass beneath the spirit lights that adorn the high sconces. Ragged and aching, Vasha climbs the steps and stands before the dark throne before turning. She surveys the nobles in their silken finery and the palpable cloud of fear that covers them, as well as the frozen pretender who even now gets to his feet as if he has the right. One glance from her and the stone softens beneath his feet until he sinks up to his knees. His shout of outrage is cut off when she lets the full weight of her fury touch the air. The very air hums with it, and she imagines she can hear the click of his teeth as he shuts his mouth.
Vasha looks once more to the men and women who controlled the realm with their money and their connections, all of them descendents of traitors. “You were afraid of him,” she says, smiling down at where the king was trapped in stone. She turns to smile at them and takes a deep breath and lets it out as the Mountain reaches for her. The great doors of the hall grind shut and as they slowly realize that they are well and truly trapped, Vasha sits on her throne.
“I will show you what true fear looks like.”