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Challenge #10


 
In your own space, talk About A Creator/Someone Who Inspired You. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.
 
This is a hard one, mainly becuase off the top of my head I can think of so many authors and writers in general who I feel inspire me. Also I've been going through my weekly cycle where I hate everything I create so bear with me.

Tamora Pierce
 
 
I discovered Tamora Pierce's books when I was in middle school. I started with the Wild Mage series and I can still remember the awe and sheer joy I felt while reading them. More than that, it was about a girl close to my own age, which was its own kind of revelation that 'life' could happen to someone my age, rather than the same routine of school, home, school I was living in. More than that, it was a simple story. Not simple as in basic or uncomplicated, but it was a fairly straight forward story and I'd been writing my own stories a little over two years by this point. It made me realize that maybe my dream to be a writer wasn't completely far-fetched, that it wasn't something beyond my grasp. I still re-read her books and every time I do I try to remind myself that I have stories tucked away inside my head as well, and there is nothing stopping me from writing them down except for...myself.

Vathara
Ugh, Vathara. I can't even remember when I first started reading their work, but holy shit did they change the way I viewed fanfiction. I have been reading their works for the past 15 years at least, and the one thing they do over and over again that continues to blow my mind is the details they bring to bear in the fanfiction pieces. They do research into professions and cultures that are prevalent in the original work (or not) and bring it to life in the story. Argh I'm struggling to find the words to describe what it is about Vathara that has me reading every single story they've posted. I suppose a good example would be their Urgan Legends series. They took several fandoms and just kind of...stitched them together into one universe, but in a way that made everything believable rather than farfetched. There are several stories that take place in New York, featuring Godzilla: The Series, Gargoyles, and The Ghostbustters. The way they blended them all together while pulling from a clearly learned scientific base...yeah I'm not explaining it right. Basically Vathara looks at all the small details from the kind of reaction a person would have while going into shock and the kind of remedies that would be used in the 15th century, to why a particular style of clothing would cause a culture clash during a mission off world. Also Vathara has taught me most of everything I love about 'show, don't tell.' They always have wonderful details and are so skilled at threading info through the warp and weft of their stories without leaving me feeling I just got hit over the head with an info dump.

There are so many more writers out there who have inspired me and given me inspiration for what I want to do with my life, but these two are the first ones to mind when I try to actuall pin down a specific name.
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Promotional banner depicting a snow-covered green bench in a snowy park. Text: Snowflake Challenge: 1-31 January.

 
In your own space, promote at least one canon that you adore (old, new, forever fandom). Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.
It was a relatively easy decision to decide what fandom I wanted to talk about. There are so many good ones that I favor, but when it comes to the one that really captured my muse when it comes to writing ideas I would say the one I have to talk about there is "Leverage". Ah my sweet sweet "Leverage". Don't get me wrong, the plot lines aren't up to Ocean's 11 level of intricacy (as if that were saying something), but as cracky and ridiculous as they are, the show manages to make them work in that they are fun. You will watch this show and keep exclaiming "oh come on there is no way they would believe that!" but one thing I can't fault the creators of Leverage for are their characters!!! 

The characters are wonderful and amazing and perfect! They all fill those classic thief movie niches, The Mastermind, The Grifter, The Thief, The Muscle, and The Hacker. But one thing this show does is show over and over again how they are more than the roles they play when working together. Also I feel like the writers might have slacked off with the actual story lines of each episode, but they never failed to come true when it came to dialogue and character interactions. My example for this is Parker. 

*BEYOND HERE LIE SPOILERS*

So Parker. When you first meet her she is the ultimate caraciture of a thief, super sneaky and lacking any kind of valid moral compass, too caught up in the magpie concept of 'ooh shiny' to care about the potential impact on others. She works alone, which is a standing rule for all of this crew which is what makes their slow meshing of teamwork so much better. Parker is definitely implied to be a sociopath of some kind, but the more you watch you realize that Parker isn't crazy, she's simply broken to the point where she has had to develop her own rules of behavior in order to function. Even better, you can see how the others rally around her and start teaching her what it means to have someone you can count on. Ugh I can go on forever and ever about how wonderful these characters were, with Nate acting like the exasperated uncle who would remind her when stuff she said or did was fine...just a bit not good? And Sophie totally taking her under her wing and showing her that people aren't scary (because Parker is deathly afraid of people in general) they are just a tangle of impulses and wants, you just have to figure out what they want and then you can get them to do whatever you want. Eliot with his gruff and straight forward manner who is constantly running up against Parker's twisting view of things and no matter how much he snarls and throws up his hands, he is always there to catch her when she does one of her crazy leaps of faith. 

And then there is Hardison. *flicks away tear* Don't get me wrong, I am a hard-core Eliot/Parker/Hardison shipper and they are my truest OT3 to ever true. But it was always clear from the get go that Hardison thought Parker was one of the most fascinating people he'd ever met, and he was also the first to see that she was scared and broken, and just needed help to remember how to be a good person. He never failed to call Nate to the carpet when he didn't like the way he was treating Parker.

*Flails* Seriously, these characters have so much growth and it makes my heart hurt to watch the first episode and then jump straight into the last season to see how far they came. And we were there for every step of the way. Nate realizing that just because grief broke him, doesn't mean he wasn't allowed to pull himself together and find a new family. Sophie realizing that she didn't need to keep hiding who she was, that she was allowed to shift faces and masks, and that sometimes she could even take them off and no one would care. Eliot finding redemption for the dark things in his past by feeling worthy again, remembering what it was like to stand shoulder to shoulder in a just fight with people who would never fail to come back for him. Hardison learning how to care about the big picture rather than the small one, that taking risks was okay and they didn't always mean he would get hurt. And then Parker, who remembered how to be a person and how to empathize once again, and then went ever further and figured out how strong she was and what she was capable of, beyond having a case of sticky fingers. 

I'm not going to lie, I legit cried during the final scene of the last episode, when she was the one sitting in the chair and giving Nate's spiel about how sometimes all you needed was a little 'leverage'. Seeing her take her place as the new Mastermind took my breath away and there were so many tears. So many. 

And there you go, Leverage in a winding not at all coordinated nut-shell. I would definitely suggest anyone who swings by to check it out if they haven't already.  

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Promote/Rec/Sing the Praises* of Yourself! Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.
Ugh, another difficult one. First asking for things and now saying positive things about myself....*sighs*.

So I figuring I would just promote some of my favorite stories. The ones that I'm truly proud of even if they aren't the best written. 

Title: Gift of the Goddess
Fandom: The Legend of Zelda: Skyward Sword
Rating: Gen
Pairings: None
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/2213685

- This story means a lot to me for a couple different reasons. The most important being it was the first thing I wrote after my mother passed away. I was still struggling to comprehend her loss and everything felt very numb and remote. I don't remember if I was playing Skyward Sword at the time or if the idea for this story had been lurking in the back of my mind for a while. All I remember was I sat down one day and wanted to write what the first meeting between Link and his Loftwing might have been like, and touch on the idea of knowing deep down that you had someone who was going to stand beside you no matter what.  It was rough and I had to step back from this story a few times, but I got it done eventually. 

Title: Where the Legend Ends
Fandom: The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess
Rating: Teen
Pairings: None
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/18467194

- I'm particularly proud of this story since it was a long time coming. I think I first starting writing it almost seven years ago, maybe longer. Last year I saw the Small Fandom Big Bang promotion and decided that I was tired of sitting on it and figured it was about time I finally finished what I'd started. Its a little rough in some places since I wasn't able to find anyone to beta it, but I'm proud of it. In it I asked alot of the questions I've always had about the games, what Link thought of being drafted by fate, and the hints that in every life Link has to fight evil in some form or another. Also what was he going to do now that his foe was vanquished? 

Title: what a good man deserves
Fandom: Dragon Age: Inquisition
Rating: Teen
Pairings: Hawke/Cullen
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/18794740

- I'm proud of this fic since it took me way out of my comfort zone. It was my first time writing this pairing and I'd only recently started reading works with Hawke/Cullen so I was going off the cuff for most of it. But I was pretty happy with the end result and that's what matters in the end.

And enough of that I think. I'm starting to get twitchy doing this. 
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In your own space, make a list — anything between one and ten things is a sweet spot, but don't feel constrained by that! - of things that you wish existed in fandom or elsewhere, or that you'd like someone to make for you. Are you dying for podfic of your writing? Do you need icons for a character that doesn't get much fanart? Is there a story you want to read? Are you looking for new canons to get into? Would you like a collaborator for a project?


Maybe you want more people to talk about a certain fandom with, or you'd love to trade ficlets with somebody over email. Maybe you're new to a fandom and would like some recs to start reading, or communities to join. This is the time to ask!


Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.


Ugh, I don't know why it's so hard to ask for things but I guess I'll try...

1. I guess the first thing I would ask for are comments. Any comments for the stories I've written are always treasured and hoarded to pull out when I'm back to questioning why I think I can write in the first place. And not just the polite acknowledgment that you read the story and enjoyed it (but holy shit are those appreciated.)  I want a full length comment where someone went through my story and pointed out their favorite lines or what I did with this character and how perfect that description was. I've received a few of those and omg I'm not going to lie, those usually have me tearing up. My friends are supportive of my writing but none of them leap at the chance to read my works so its heart-warming to get some serious feedback.

2. Recs for sci-fi/fantasy books with awesome female main characters that don't have the paint by numbers romance crap going on. Let me explain. My biggest pet-peeve with a lot of the books floating around out there are they have fantastic worlds or engaging plots, but the focus is on her infatuation with the love interest? I don't mind romance, but the kind of thing where her first meeting is a fight with the hunk where she gets pinned against a wall and can feel "the strength of his body against hers".....*gag*. At that point she should be fighting for her life and trying to figure out where she needs to stab to get this bruiser off her, not noticing how chiseled his jaw is in the halflight of the torches. The slow build up in the background while the story focuses on the actual world ending situation is what I'm all about if the story is intent on there being a romance. If I want the other thing I will go read a romance novel. So yeah, hope that made sense.

3. Recs for long (no shorter than 60k) fics that deal with the "what if" scenario. I adore fics that look at canon and go....hmm well what would have happened if the character had gone left, didn't shoot, had a moment of conscience, didn't hesitate, or was late, etc. As an example, my all-time favorite is 'Embers" by Vathara. Admittedly it is a monster of a fic (over 700,000 holy crap!) but ugh it was amazing. It takes the moment from The Last Airbender when Zuko steals the ostrich horse in the episode "The Cave of Two Lovers", and basically plays out how things could have gone if he HADN'T stolen the ostrich horse. The author goes completely AU with their interpretation of bending and consequences of angering the spirits which is not a lot of people's cup of tea but for me it was like stumbling across the perfect fic I'd always wanted without realizing that was what I was looking for. So fics that deal with CanonAU are totally my jam and I would love to read more. I'm not fandom specific, at this point I don't mind doing a little research to understand what happened in canon to understand the differences. If the writing is good I'm up for anything.

And yeah, that's all I can manage at this point. If I can think of something else I might come back and edit this list, but for now these are the things I think about the most. 

Thank you for reading! 

 
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In your own space, set some goals for the coming year. They can be fannish or not, public or private. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.


I have a lot of goals for this year, but there are a few that rate as more important to me than the others.

First, I want to get back into the habit of working out. I lost 15 pounds last year and I did it by focusing on eating better and going to the gym at least three times a week. I ran on a treadmill or lifted weights as the mood struck me, and I was happy and had an almost abundent energy that I hadn't realised I was missing. Due to health reasons I had to stop, but now that I'm back to 100% I can feel how far back I've fallen in my general fitness. This year one of my goals is to get it back. I wouldn't mind losing a little more weight, but I want the focus to be feeling better and more fit in general. Or at least to stop feeling a tad breathless by the time I reach the third landing in my apartment building. That would be nice.

Second, I want to focus on my writing. Since junior high its been my dream to be a fully fledged writer who got their work published....and now I'm staring down the barrel of my 30's and its still very much a dream with little to no basis in reality. I still write off an on, but I struggle to fully commit myself since I keep telling myself that I'm tired and it doesn't matter since everything I write is garbage anyway. Which it is, because I don't write. I seem to expect perfection from myself with little to no effort which is....stupid. So so stupid. So I created a word count tracker in my bullet journal in order to remind myself that this is something I want.

Those are the two goals that matter the most to me right now, beyond the usual of trying to be a good person and to try and not sit on my own thoughts until they turn into festering insecurities that make me lash out at the people around me. You know, the usual.
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So I've only recently begun to take an active roll in the different communities and challenges I've seen around. Here are a list of the one's I've made a point of entering or taking note of the start date so I can.

[community profile] hc_bingo 
[community profile] fandom5k 
[community profile] trope_bingo 
[community profile] yuletide 
[community profile] smallfandombang 
[community profile] shipoween 

These are just a few since I've only just started to really dip my toes in. Feel free to rec any challenges, prompts, or kink_memes you think are awesome!


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Inuyasha was my gateway drug when it comes to fandom. I adored that show and it was while I was talking about it with my classmate at the time that she introduced me to the concept of fanfiction. I was blown away by the idea that someone had taken the story I loved, and continued it by going in a completely different direction. They gave me an ending that I adored and it occurred to me that I could experience this delight with a bunch of my other favorite shows and movies. Every time an ending or a character's stupid decision frustrated me, I could maybe find someone who felt the same way and decided to do something about it.

So I started with Inuyasha, and then I rediscovered my obsession with Rurouni Kenshin, fueled by all the fanfic where Kaoru finally pinned Kenshin down and....*cough*....anyway. From there I branched into Naruto and Harry Potter (Hermione/Snape was my obsession for some reason) and Labyrinth!! My beloved Labyrinth, with fanfiction I could go back to experience David Bowie with his wonderfully tight tights. It was around this time I discovered the forbidden fruit of SLASH FICTION. I promptly lost my mind and basically started scouring anything I could get my hands on.

I devoured Star Trek, Deep Space Nine, Star Wars, Harry Potter, Naruto, Merlin, Phoenix Wright, The Mummy, Marvel (ALL OF MARVEL, SO MUCH HAPPINESS AND JOY), Teen Wolf, Supernatural, Dragon Age, Mass Effect, Legend of Zelda, Leverage, Godzilla: The Series, Stargate SG-1, The Sentinel (the tv show), Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Angel, Dr. Horrible, Doctor Who, Primeval, Luthor, Good Omens and etc. This list would literally go on forever if I let it.

Alot of the time if one of the authors I follow writes in a fandom I don't know, I will promptly go looking for it after I read their stuff. That's how I've fallen in with the majority of the fandoms I follow, but alas, the story is usually so much better than the original.

And that's a little of my fannish history. :)

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